There is the past, which nobody can deny – it is there, solid, brutalising, crippling, destroying the mind. That is a fact, outwardly and psychologically. See this fact without any condemnation or judgment; merely see the fact of what the past is.
—Jiddu Krishnamurti
Posts tagged "despair"
A Grief Observed
A deep hole had opened up in front of me. I looked in but the hole was so deep and so dark that I couldn’t see the bottom. I thought, What’s down there? So on purpose I fell in. I fell and I fell, over and over as if I were an old suitcase. On the sides of the deep hole I could see things written but perhaps it was in a foreign language because I couldn’t read them. Still I fell, for I don’t know how long. As I fell I began to see that I didn’t like the way falling made me feel. Falling made me feel sick and I missed all the people I had loved. I said, I don’t want to fall anymore and I reversed myself. I was standing again on the edge of the deep hole. I looked at the deep hole and I said, You can close up now and it did.
~Jamaica Kincaid, Paris Review
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No wonder. No wonder.
